Memories are such powerful things. Hearing a song, speaking to a person or visiting a place can transport you back to times gone by. Events that took place years ago can suddenly feel as though they only happened yesterday. It’s the strangest of sensations and fills me with nostalgia.
For instance, I’ve recently moved (recently as in almost two months ago but that’s beside the point) and this weekend was the first time I’ve been back to my parents since Christmas/New Year. It was only when I was about to leave that I remembered I’d left a box of all my old CDs in my room. Think Steps, S Club 7, A1, Vengaboys, Spice Girls and every other cheesy nineties pop group and you’ve got my full collection of childhood favourites. Not being able to part with them, I took them back to my new flat with me.
One of the CDs that sat at the top of the box was Atomic Kitten’s Right Now album. What a classic. One of my favourite bands from when I was younger, and my favourite of the three studio albums they released before disbanding in 2005. I couldn’t help but have a listen on my (brace yourselves) Walkman, another find during my seemingly endless task of unpacking.
As soon as the album started playing, I was transported back to the year 2000. It was the summer holidays, I was eight years old (a few months away from turning nine) sat in what was once my playroom (in other words, my parents spare bedroom that was my playroom throughout childhood), listening to this album full blast on my ever so snazzy CD player. I think it even played cassettes; talk about the height of technology for the late 90s/early 2000s. I’d brought the CD that summer from good old Woolworths (RIP), and a few days later I would be going on a coach trip to Brighton with my mum. My first ever trip to the seaside town that I now live a 20 minute drive away from.
My memories of first listening to this album are so vivid, I struggle to accept they happened almost eighteen years ago. I remember everything from the weather, the setup of my playroom and how it was my temporary bedroom at the time because my own room was being decorated, my obsession with the colour purple, looking out into our back garden and hearing my neighbours children and grandchildren enjoying the summer weather. I remember the emotions I felt while listening to the album, the dances I made up to the energetic songs, and the sorrow I apparently felt whilst listening to the sadder songs (I was a dramatic little thing).
These are events, feelings and a time that I haven’t thought about…well, ever. Not since they happened 18 years ago. Yet, me listening to Atomic Kitten’s Right Now album for the first time in years, as a 26 year old woman, has suddenly brought all these memories flooding back to the forefront of my mind.
Memories really are the most powerful things. So many are tucked away in the corners of our minds, yet they’re largely unlocked and untouched until the right reminders come along. And when that happens, it’s like you’re living in the moment of these memories all over again.